my dearest baby boy,
i really miss you a lot.
the indescribable feeling.
Though we have been see-ing each other everyday.
but meeting up just only 2 hours isn't enough for me.
everytime you said that we're really fortunate to see each other everyday, despite our uneven working hours.
yes, but then, i just cannot accept the fact that we're only seeing each other for only "so" long.
i'm already very used to seeing you for long hours.
do you know how much i've been missing you?
school's gonna reopen soon.
im going to be sec4 next year,
tons and tons of stress would be pouring on me luhs.
i'm really worried that you would leave me :(.
i don't know why that i kept dreaming about you leaving me T.T.
but if you ever leave me,
i sumpa, i won't be the same anymore.
back to my usual self.
no more anti- vulgarities, no more anti-paikia and no more studying :D.
do you realise your importance to me now?
anyway its going to be 1 more day to 3rd month.
:D.

iloveyou for eternity my boy :D.
you're my everything.